Friday, November 18, 2005
haiiss . today very sad i heartbroken le . quarrel with my stead . tat why i cry alot alot until i use all my tissuepaper finish . nw my eye swollen n having running nose i tink going to fall sick soon ba . we quarrel until we almost break lor cos i sae out tis word break after he reminded mii something cos i promise something . hmm canot sae is a secret . hehe . i noe i promise before but really have no choice . den he sae he dun wan to break up with mii . for mii i reali canot take it anymore le but no choice as i reali love him too much le . haiiss . wat shd i do . after tat we stop quarrelling le n we nv break up n chat for hrs . den he sae today after helping his frenz for lion dance cm find mii later den i acc him go fishing . i wait n wait hrs passes his lion dance finally finish le . den he sae he reach hm cal mi . so i waited again he cal n sae his bro not going fishing le . den he sae if he nv go fishing wil cm find mi cos today is his turn to cm find mi but end up stil lk tat sae he tired n headache dunnoe wan to cm meet mii anot . cb lor . why every time is i wait n wait for euu n every time go meet him de . haiiss i reali very tired of keep waiting for him le canot tolerate anymore of his emptypromises le . i reali canot take it anymore maybe is time for mii to be single le . is time to break up with him le ba . but i love him very much wat can i do sia . jus nw i cal him n ask him where is him he sae he is at east coast park wif his bro den he sae reach hm den cal mii ask mii to wait for his cal . again wait for his cal . everytime wait always take hrs of waiting . i reali very tired le maybe nw is a time i shd have a hard heart instead of soft heart le ba . we keep quarrelling also lk tat . i tink is abt time i ask him for break le . hope he wil not treat his next stead lk tat ba . all da best for mii ba . i tink later going to quarrel again le . if reali lk tat later i wil ask for break le . haiiss . heartbroken again single is the best for mii ba . haiiss
snow fairy at 10:54 PM